My down days fill me up with negative thoughts about myself. I insult my body, my face, my (lack of) career, everything. I look down at myself and squash my self-esteem til it’s pretty much gone. It’s very hard to get out of that way of thinking once you are in it. So, to potentially […]
I suppose I’m a bit of a jealous person. An insecure person. When I’m scrolling through my Twitter feed(s) and I see that somebody completely awesome has achieved a dream similar to mine, I can feel quite deflated.
When visiting my family last September I suppose I did have a breakdown (I just Googled ‘breakdown’ to make sure I wasn’t exaggerating). My emotions spilled out at the smallest trigger, making what was a fun family dinner into an emotional spectacle that nobody could walk out on (the table and chairs are so squished together that […]
About two years ago, I was watching make-up and hair tutorials on YouTube to relax. Watching hair being played with and make-up being carefully applied gave me lovely brain tingles that put me to sleep. I then stumbled upon an ASMR video in which a lovely lady was brushing somebody’s very long hair on camera […]