Sometimes the things that motivate me and the things that scare me blur, leaving me in a state of confusion and anxiety. I want something (motivation) but I don’t know how to get it (scared). It keeps me in the middle ground, the safety zone.
That safety zone may sound pretty comfy, but in reality, it’s slowly but surely squashing any confidence I have regarding my talents, my drive and my ambitions. I’m desperate to get out of it but that same fear is holding me back.
There’s a lot that I want, a lot that I want to achieve. Perhaps the secret is to only focus on those motivations, to try and forget the fear.
Easier said than done.