Tag: pregnancy

Finding Purpose, Feeling Lost

finding purpose, being pregnant, unemployed and pregnant, finding your purpose, self belief, putting it out there to the universe, speaking to the universe, positive thinking, this stuff is golden,

I don’t really know how to define myself anymore, and it’s causing some of my self-hate demons to rise again. I feel lost and in need of a purpose. Maybe I feel this way because life is happening at a lightning speed rate. A lot of major changes are about to occur (even without the pregnancy), …

Becoming A Passenger In My Own Body

pregnancy, changes to your body during pregnancy, body dysmorphic disorder and pregnancy, body dysmorphic disorder, bdd, this stuff is golden,

Like many pregnant people, I put my hands around my newly inflated belly. It’s partly because that’s what I see pregnant people do, but I also cradle my bump to highlight how round this belly is becoming. This is to prove to myself and others around me that this is a pregnant belly, that I …

The Tale Of My Unplanned Pregnancy

unplanned pregnancy, being pregnant for the first time, finding out that you are pregnant, this stuff is golden,

Most girls know the thought processes that occur when you are a few days late. You have a mini conversation with yourself that goes a little like this: “Holy shit, what if I’m pregnant?!” “Nah, I bet as soon as I buy a test, Mother Nature will come calling.” “Maybe I just need to have sex?” …